rambling.
So today i had a job inteview at a fish and chip place because my friend suggested that i put in my application because she got a job there and said they were still looking so i thought what the hell. I dropped my CV in at the morning and by the afternoon they rung me back for an interview. During the interview they were telling me that i have to make the hotdogs,pineapple rings and fish and stuff - i have a trial next week on Monday/Thrusday to if I want the Job but the thing is that after the interview i almost had a anixity attack because i was so nervous about touching the food and talking to people. It’s a job i know, its better than working at Macca’s like my mother wants but i just dont think i’ll be able to do it but i’m gonna do it and see how it goes. Maybe i’ll grow into it and overcome my anixity about job interviews and stuff. I just feel so useless and stupid. If i tell my parents that i dont wanna do it they’ll say the same thing that i’m being stupid and ‘snob’ & the people said that if i dont wanna do it they dont mind but i reallly dont wanna tell them i dont because then i’ll feel bad and like i have wasted there time. FUCK MY LIFE. seriously maybe i should just take the crap from everyone about not having a job and stay on the unemployment benief.
